Here is my Sweets getting his "Top Gun" on LOL.

I love him so much.

So my husband just left for Afghanistan on Monday and I have not been able to sleep much since he left. Even with my two little girls here with me it still seem so empty and quiet. Especially at night. I miss him so much. He won't be back until sometime in July. Good thing my girls are too young to understand that Daddy won't be coming home for a while. I've gotten to talk to him a few times on the phone but not for too long. just long enough for him to say that he's ok he misses me and loves me. Gosh I hope this gets easier.

I wanted to say thankyou t the three young ladies that gave me some great encouragement. I wanted to let you know that things feel alot better for me.

Taking A New Lease On Life

I've been really bored with my life lately. I wake up in the morning and I kind of feel as though I don't have much of a purpose. All I do during the day is stay at home, take care of my two daughters, go to school online, and cook and clean. I barely walk out of the door unless it's to take out the garbage. Ever since I got pregnant with my oldest daughter I've slacked off on keeping myself dolled up and it has become pretty depressing. I used to wear heels almost everyday and get my nails done every other week. I love hair, makeup, fashion, and dancing but now that I have children I just don't have the time. Now that I just delivered my second daughter three weeks ago and I pretty much have my pre-baby body back (I got lucky), I need to force myself to go out and have some fun with friends, although I only have like two that live here in my town. I want to get dressed up go out and get noticed like I used to.
Another thing I want to do is find a purpose. I'm 26, I don't work (I get paid for going to school by the VA 'cause I'm prior military). So I think it's about time to figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life. I know that I want to do something that I love and what I love is clothes hair and makeup. I'm thinking about opening a boutique. I plan on starting the cosmetology course at my college. Am I just being flakey? All I know so far is that I need to figure this out soon before I drive myself crazy!

I really need some excitement in my life.

Sitting here watching the Cosby Show. Family is so important.

Ever since I started having kids I have really slacked off my looks. I used to look so beautiful 24/7. Now I don't go anywhere so what's the point right. I just had my second daughter on the 12th and I won't be trying for another until two years from now so I think it's time to get back to taking care of me. First things first, I need to get some contacts. I've been wearing glasses since I was 6 years old.

Sometimes I still get sad.

I know it's been a long time but I don't have much going on in my life. I just had my second baby girl on the 12th and she's gorgeous but other than that my life is pretty boring....zzzzz

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