I've been really bored with my life lately. I wake up in the morning and I kind of feel as though I don't have much of a purpose. All I do during the day is stay at home, take care of my two daughters, go to school online, and cook and clean. I barely walk out of the door unless it's to take out the garbage. Ever since I got pregnant with my oldest daughter I've slacked off on keeping myself dolled up and it has become pretty depressing. I used to wear heels almost everyday and get my nails done every other week. I love hair, makeup, fashion, and dancing but now that I have children I just don't have the time. Now that I just delivered my second daughter three weeks ago and I pretty much have my pre-baby body back (I got lucky), I need to force myself to go out and have some fun with friends, although I only have like two that live here in my town. I want to get dressed up go out and get noticed like I used to.Another thing I want to do is find a purpose. I'm 26, I don't work (I get paid for going to school by the VA 'cause I'm prior military). So I think it's about time to figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life. I know that I want to do something that I love and what I love is clothes hair and makeup. I'm thinking about opening a boutique. I plan on starting the cosmetology course at my college. Am I just being flakey? All I know so far is that I need to figure this out soon before I drive myself crazy!
thanks for the follow.. Keep ur chin up!! Beautiful lady xx :p
ReplyDeleteit might feel that way but everyone has got a reason of being, some of us just haven't discovered what it is! So keep on loving everyday 'cause you being in that moment of happiness could lead you to discovering what it is you have to do!
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I understand where you're coming from because I was going through something similar a few years back. But once I decided to take a lease on life as you have, things began to slowly take flight. I wish you the best in your endeavors and hope that this comment finds you doing well and doing something that makes you happy :)
ReplyDeleteCan't wait to read more from your blog!
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